I'm with you ele. I have tried to analyse exactly why I hate the washTowel but couldn't care less about the Moonies or scientologists.
Simple. They made a fool out of me BIG TIME and now they are holding my wife and family in their hypnotic grip. No matter what I say, what logic I give or scriptural reasoning or whatever..........my family won't listen.
They have labeled me 'spiritually weak' (cult loaded language designed to promote 'us vs: them'), and they refuse to talk to me about 'spiritual' things (again cult loaded language to make them feel superior).
All I get is the glazed look, robotic respones with the usual (which makes me laugh now believe it or not), 'You know it's the 'truth'.......they're just imperfect men.......they are not inspired by Jar-Hoover but they are inspired by Jar-Hoover.........Armageddon will be SOON (terms and conditions apply subject to overlapping)................where else will you go?'
I think the point I'm making is, I'd dearly like to see the GB punished because IT'S PERSONAL!!' That's where the loathing is.
If there is a god the GB will get what's coming to them........if there isn't a god.....get on with life and leave them to fester in their own excrement. With time you'll find the hatred turns into indifference.
Something that helped me was writing scathing but humourous storied about the GB on another forum!