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Snowboarder

Hey what's up everone? i'm new to here. it took a while for me to get this hard feelings out of my system....Yup....i'm 18 and i'm on my last year of high school...this year i'm taking it online i don't mind it's ok..i do miss the people at school..as u know my parents r JW and i'm one too...i am very active and i do it all for my parents and to avoid confllict but recenlty i just don't like some of bans no what u can and can't do...i'm behind on school beacuse i reg pio...i'm a active person...i really want to leave this reglion beacuse one i can't visit my family Grandparents and cousins in Europe beacuse they "worldly"....this for me is BS...so stupid....it's my family... if i do leave the JW it's not like i'm going to do drugs and drink or smoke...my goals r to be in the Olympics and to start snowboard cross...i'm going to join a snowboard club next season....i don't care anymore about what people think...it's not like i'm doing something bad..it's something that will bring me joy....today my mom was questioning me like crazy about my new JW friend that i ski with....there was a friend of a friend last year that i hang out once with he was a so called good exmaple but he quit the JW and started drinking and smoking so...yup he's dumb...now my mom is like questioning every i associate with..i hardly have any friends and my life sucks..i want to make it better by snowboard more...i'm allowed to go every secound day as long as i prepair for the crappy propangda meetings....ya...support is hard when my parents don't support my dreams but when i do get in the olympics u have only myself to thank beacuse every time i pratice i have bad snowboard days and good i feel like crying at the mountain my heart breaks i want to be faster and better...i want to be the best.. i told my mom i want to be the best snowboarder out there for snowboard cross and she was like humble yourself and all this JW crap...i just don't know how to put it into words.....it's like a backworkd train...i tried to a last attemt at this JW by trying to join a foriegn group...but it failed bad and that was like the straw that broke my back...years of holding my back of trainnign and being active is making me to go crazy ....it's hard i'm just trying to get my pain out when u fall on your snowborad u have to encorage your self u have to train your self u have to push yourself..i wish i could start life all over agian...the war in my country runid a large part and now this....when ur younger u don't know better and this relgion seems good but when u age and watch the Olympics like i do and then watch it live...i got a job at the VANOC thing so i was there...it's a different experience to race ....my country did not do so well and i wish i could represent them and get a gold medal....u know it would make my life better....and bring hope to tons of people facing the same story as me....i was a JW from when i was 10 so i kindof miss chirstmas and holidays but i don't care anymore.....my dad came home talk latter

Snowboarder

just to let u know sorry for the bad grammer...i was rushing i don't have lot's of free time good thing i have my own laptop....:)i english is my first lanuage...

Honesty

Don't do as some have done.

Don't waste your life prospects serving the demonsed bastards who lead the JW cult.

Snowboarder

@honesty thnk....yesturday we talked about how some left there worldly goal that were really good got offered sponsorships they refused and now i think they regert it one brother had a talk last week in a anthor hall and he started to cry durring the public talk beacsue he got offered sponsorships to be in the NHL... i want to be better that good that people r lineing up to offer me one.....i think if the devil realy was real would he not give me superpowers to be a great boarder then a good sponcer like burton would come and offer me a deal......don;t u think???

cyberjesus

welcome and keep reading.

Retrovirus

Welcome, Snowboarder!

I hope your dreams come true. My son is a snowboarder too, but not as good as you must be!

You are close to being an adult, so whatever life brings you, don't let anyone else make your choices for you.

Retro

Snowboarder

retrovirus.....thnks for the welcome...i'm good at doing fast speed...i wish i was better it's just that i started seriously to pratice like a real athlete this year when i did school online i do admit that service and snnowboarding i am behind on school... next year races here i come....some people laugh at me when i tell then my goal but i'm determined to min...wish my luck on my Provincal races...sory can't tell where don't want my parents to find out i can tell u we have lots of trees....heheheh

sleepingbeauty

Welcome Snowboarder.

Keep hold of your Olympic dream & dont let them take it away. Work out how your can stand on your 2 feet financially, and move out. There is no way they will leave you alone to make your own decisions whilst you are under there roof. Get out, Stay out & realise you've had a lucky escape.

What ever you do, dont lose sight of your dreams and end up wasting all your years to JWdom. I lost 22 years, & I really wish I could turn back the clock.

Big Hugs because your going to need it :)

Lozhasleft

Hello and a big welcome to you. I'm sure our forum will help you to find your way in peace - I do hope so, for your sake.

Loz x

flipper

SNOWBOARDER- Welcome to the board friend ! Please keep pursuing your dreams. I was raised a JW ( I'm early 50's now ) and I was not allowed to play on the High School baseball team due to practice being on Tuesday meeting nights. I was not allowed to get a college education - although having a 3.6 grade point average in High School. So I've been self employed in a cleaning business almost 30 years. You are 18 - you have your WHOLE life ahead of you. Make the best of it with your talents ! Look forward to hearing more from you. Take care of yourself

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