The mind has a wonderful mechanism which allows human advancements in technology: speculative thinking.
"What if....." can lead to possibilities.
The unfortunate blow back of speculative thinking is that we simply ACCEPT speculations as though they were FACTS.
This is so easy to do. For one thing, it gives us HOPE.
We don't have to die. There is paradise and heaven. There is a benevolent intelligence behind everything that will prevail in the end.
That sort of thing.
It is lovely, really.
But, it is speculative.
We live in a real world with a clock ticking on each of us. We have a definite shelf life.
Spend it however you wish; speculatively awaiting your beliefs to blossom into last minute reprieve from reality......
or..
constructively making use of the time and resources at your disposal building the best life possible in there here and now.