No not at all. Sometimes I wish that I still was because I liked that comforting feel of talking to an imaginary friend in my head. No really, when I truly believed in the JW god and I was really upset it would make me feel better to pray. Like somehow he would make things all better. I liked that and it is probably the thing that I miss most. I wish I could be a spritual person but reality gets in the way.
NLW's wife