Just popped in to say: I left my husband. We're still workign out the details (as I only did it this past weekend). I couldn't take it anymore. No more all our problems are because I won't listen to the truth, no more attempts to scare me into it by showing how everythign in the world is going wrong as a sign of the end of this system of things. Don't know what will happen to my stepchildren, but at least my daughter will have a safe place to grow up in, even if it's just half the time.
And know what? I'm really looking forward to having a new home established (living with my mom at present). And decorating for holidays... maybe even keeping my own paganish books and other thigns around in my own house without keeping them hidden from sight. I feel liberated in lots of ways. IN many ways, I feel I've already grieved the loss of him.
-Libelle.
