Hello Timmy mate x
I think things are coming to a head to be honest. They know something is up. You know something is up......
I know you say you want to fade in your own time, in your own way, but I think the longer you leave it the more pain you will endure in the end.
Behind your back, the rumour mill is in overdrive....do you really want to put yourself through the indignity of all the dirty looks, snide remarks, gossip, lies....and going to a JC where you wont win?
Tim, Im so pleased you are out, and finally beginning to be the real you. I promise you, leaving the bOrg does NOT mean abandoning your faith! You and God have a direct relationship that does NOT need their approval! The sooner you get this over with, the sooner you can start living your real life, cult free.
Dont go back out on FS....what are they gonna do? Rip out your entrails? Tell them you no longer believe the FDS are the only channel of communication through with God works......and REFUSE point blank to be drawn any further. REFUSE to go to meetings, and REFUSE to attend the inevitable JC.
You DONT NEED THEM.....you already have what you need. Gods Love x
Wish you all good things my friend.x
Love, Paula x