I cant believe how amazing I now feel as opposed to how aweful my life was but 4 months ago.
After some careful consideration, i decided to be gay despite being a JW.
The moment i chose this course, my life became so positive and i noticeably felt happy again.
3 months ago I met a lovely man who took an interest in me. One week ago we decided it was time to become boyfriends.
Well, I feel INCREDIBLE. All i can say is that this course of life based on my being true to myself, despite the fact that it contradicts what i have been brought up to believe, has made life worth living again.
Despite being gay, and slowly coming out to those who matter to me, i also have come to realise how flawed this organisation is anyway.
Im a keen bible student but i dont see the organisations claim to authority.
To be honest, ill be glad to get out of it and start living my life as happily as i can whilst still trying my best to serve God.
Thanks to those who supported me and of course to my boyfriend 'Jackal' who joined this forum in order to understand what has made up my entire upbringing!
Love you all,
Timmy :D x