I want to give some info on what i experienced during the end

by cptkirk 16 Replies latest jw experiences

  • cptkirk
    cptkirk

    the end before i left this god forsaken organization. I had expected to tell a lot on these boards about what i witnessed in this organization...i'm tentative because for one i don't think a lot of people would even believe me...and because i don't want to put all this personal stuff out on front street. but one thing i had to say because it's just to great, and probably won't be believed either....

    before i left, about 8 months ago.....i met with the group to go out in field service on a saturday. was pretty small group, was just me and one other guy, then at the last minute about 8 people came in. one of the people that came in was an older man who was an elder, probably around 80ish. he was sitting with his wife off to my right flank, in the middle section seats, in the front of the kh...listening to the other elder take the group out. so the elder that is taking the group out starts asking questions about how we can offer this magazine in different ways...and he asks the group for participation, i raise my hand, he calls on me. I proceed to give your standard run of the mill answer, when i'm done speaking, the older man elder off to my right flank, edges up on his seat and he is shaking for some reason, he proceeds to put both of his arms out and cuffs his hands together to motion that he is choking someone to death. he made this gesture at me, full on, shaking with his hands in a choking someones neck configuration, and shakes real hard for like 3 seconds, then goes back to what he's doing. i swear to god this is true, and i swear to god the elder who was conducting (had to have seen this), asks this same guy to give the prayer for the group.

  • moshe
    moshe

    Very strange- perhaps you made a comment at a meeting he didn't like and he had his evil eye on you.

  • N.drew
    N.drew

    Hahahah I'm sorry! I'd send it to Family Guy. They might give you some money. Copyright it. I believe you, I do.

  • cptkirk
    cptkirk

    i'll post more later. trust me...it gets way to good. i think i may have been the spark, that started the beginning of the end for these folks. i dont want to get into details now, but i'll map out the mathematics for you in very simplistic terms. actually i have a VERY good analogy, that is tied into current events.

    ok let's say i'm a little boy at penn state. but in the analogy, i'm a little boy in the borg, and penn state is the borg. let's say im 16 years old...ok now let's say a couple of the elders have raped me many many times over the years in secret. now lets say those elders happened to be big shots in the borg...people that everyone loved, and had this almost holy respect for. ok now lets say i want to finally come forward and bring these fuckers to justice. but let's say i do it very slow like..i dont spill all the beans at once...i sort of slowly let it out, like ok this elder berated me...or he hit me....i bring this forward to the elders...it gets heated....time goes by....there is a big division now starting in the body...it gets so bad that ok now the governing body are involved with this case. or in the analogy lets say the whoever oversees penn state univ.

    OK. now lets say the overseers of pennstate get involved and they HATE ME, they see me as the devil trying to ruin the org. so more time goes by...more facts come to the table, it's starting to look so bad for these elders...but the overseers STICK TO THEIR GUNS BECAUSE OMFG THEY ARE SO HOLY GOD SPEAKS DIRECTLY TO THEM. so now some real time has passed, and man this thing is hot. the elders are so on edge fighting constantly, and the governing body are flipping out too. so finally i drop the bomb that these dudes have been raping the shit out of me on top of all the other abuse. i go public. what is the final verdict? you got it. picture lord of the rings when the tower finally crumbles as the blissful music plays in the background. not only the elders are going down, but the governing body are going down, because they had to involve themselves so deeply in something they were 180 degrees totally wrong on, but now their hands are just to dirty, they went past the point of no return.

    btw i was never raped. but i believe the analogy is proper.

    i know a lot of kids have been raped in this org. i feel like my situation, was to finally level the playing field. maybe i spoke for those who have been raped. because i'm willing to fight an army of 5,000, alone. and i win. because it's providence that sends me into battle.

  • aquagirl
    aquagirl

    Tourettes? Bath salts?

  • cptkirk
    cptkirk

    for who? you?

  • flipper
    flipper

    CPT KIRK- This is one strange, bizarre story. Are you sure the old guy trying to pretend to strangle you wasn't Harold Camping venting frustration that on May 21st the " end " didn't come ? That was about 8 months ago. Just sayin'. Peace out, Mr. Flipper

  • cptkirk
    cptkirk

    like i said, that is one reason i haven't gone into details. probably not going to be believed anyway.

  • cptkirk
    cptkirk

    sorry about the comment on the earlier post. i'm actually very pissed off right now. i'm a warrior. i don't belong in this era. if you ever watched Patton, i feel the same way he did. i dont like these witnesses, the power structure is corrupt, and then they have all the sheep following the power structure. if you get sucked in...and you try and fix shit on solid honest ground, it doesn't matter. the borg mentality is all that matters.

  • N.drew
    N.drew
    the borg mentality is all that matters.

    Never!!

    It's freaky. What does it MEAN??

    I have a theory. I believe Israel was acting out a warning. Could the society be acting out an acting out?

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