Im having difficulty with this. No where else can you find a chrstian org with people like the ones Ive seen in the halls. Im not talking the good ol' boy club. But there are some clean livin god fearin people in the hall.
I dont have a problem with them. Its the people running things. What better way to trap gods people than to create an org that has so much truth but is misrepresented by its leaders.
Life has become meaningless for me. I have no friends because I dont like most people. I get into bad relationships with women that dont last long. I dont know where I belong. I feel lost and lonley. That is all for now.