At one point I remembered something completely unrelated and spent the next 10 minutes or so just thinking about that. I was THAT detached, so very much only there in body and not in mind, or spirit. Great, huh?!
Yea, I can relate. The first couple I went to after "the enlightment", I actually listened closer than I ever had previously. I started to see the 'Judas leaving before the meal' conundrum. I noticed that the talk was more of a commercial for the remnant partakers than it was a memorial for a martyr of the cause.
But after the third one or so, I started not listening. It was the same thing, year in and year out. I could almost give the talk, I knew it so well. So I zoned out and day-dreamed and shook myself awake in time for the juice and cracker ignoring.