Thank you all, once again. I can't tell you how much I appreciate your support. Today, they would not let us see his body, but tomorrow perhaps we will have a last goodbye. His father and I will bury our first born son. I still cannot believe it is real, though the pain I feel knows it is.
Talesin, I finally saw your PM to me (about school) from weeks ago just recently...I will respond to it in detail when I can think straight again.
Ohiocowboy...thanks for your offer....I may need such a listening ear in the coming days.