Hi
God Bless your heart. You need to draw close to the Lord . Get to know him more each day bask in his love for you. You dont need anything else .You dont need a church to teach you anything. Enjoy the fruit of the spirit and whatever you do , do it for Gods Glory. He will never let you down. You are complete in your faith. Dont let anyone steal your joy . If you go to a church they will enslave you to live alife of guilt,condemnation and you trying to do what is right acording to their teachings. You are saved by Gods grace and love for you and you can never do anything to earn that precious gift. jesus tells you to come to him and you will find rest.God himself will teach you the way you should go. The Lord has adopted you as one of his children. He loves you like no human can. Stay close to him, learn form him and learn to live a life of loving God and others , dont judge and your path will be glorious.
love
Phil