I still havent found what I am looking for - gospel version.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M8Wt3dhF4fU
I added this video to compliment my prior comment. In my exit from the watchtower I really struggled with finding the truth. This song, which sounds great as a gospel, describes my struggle.
12 years later. I have no interest in finding the truth in religion. But I believe I have found what I was looking for.