Good luck, you poor fucking idiot.
Even within your own theology, you stupid moron, there is nothing to indicate that your being in a disfellowshipped state should keep you from having a "relationship with Jehovah".
In fact, you filthy pimple on the ass of humanity, if you don't "have a relationship with Jehovah", there is good reason to believe that you should NOT be reinstated, since if you were truly repentant, you WOULD "have a relationship with Jehovah".
In case you can't tell, people who are too stupid and mean to even find out what the table scraps thrown to them by the angry God of their own imagination are, really bug me.
All the above said in frustration and love, of course.