Great to hear your story! Is so hard being raised in what everyone else arount you believes is "The Truth"...and the ONLY one at that. I've noticed more recently that they don't mind if a youth has doubts. It's "normal". But it's only ok as long as the end result is you get rid of them and "come back to Jehovah". I too am not an atheist. So much of the bible was filled with surreal stories that I could never truly say I believed. Noah's Ark was full of holes and all those holes were always filled with "God made it happen". After reading Crisis of Conscience, In Search of Christian Freedom, CCMC, and other psychology books, I KNEW this was not the truth and I would never feel that way again.
It's great to hear your story and great to know a fellow thinker. Hope to hear many more posts from you :)