I feel for your wife. You do take pleasure messing with people and saying things to get a rise out of them. If this is your true persona you will become careless and let things slip. She has humiliation in her future and I wonder what your feelings for her are?
Your opinion of "apostate literature" really is not even your opinion it is the voice of the society. That is what is so sad about you. Whilst some people have been damaged by their involvement with the society and produce material that reflects this, there are some well considered and well researched articles that present the facts and show why the religion you both follow and scorn is not truth in any real sense of the word.