May you all have peace!
Dearest Refiner's Fire and OzzieP... you ask:
yet Jesus sacrifice doesnt cover willfull sin. Or does it?
"Doesn't it?"
The answer is 'no', for WILFULL sin... is blasphemy... for which there is no 'covering'. The PROBLEM, though, is WHAT is 'wilfuill sin'?
It is that sin which we CHOOSE to do, WITHOUT requesting forgiveness for, for which we do not ACKNOWLEDGE or CONFESS as sin, although we know it to be. David was forgiven his sin of killing Uriah and taking Bath-Sheba... because he ACKNOWLEDGED it as sin: he knew what he had done was wrong, but He granted God to handle it as He would, while begging for mercy and forgiveness. Thus, he RECEIVED it. Had he done as Adam did, however, and not taken responsibility for it but blamed in on Uriah, Bath-Sheba, or even God... his sin 'would remain'.
Sin... is sin. And there is no 'ranking' of sin with God. Thus, lying is as 'sinful' as murder. (And murder is NOT the same as killing, for murder implies plotting and taking a life WITHOUT cause or justification - sorry, another subject!)
As Paul said, "when the bad that I do is NOT what I wish to do, then it is not I, but the sin that is IN me..." We ALL have sin 'in us', for we were all conceived and born in sin in that we CAME from the sinFUL flesh before us, our parents. They 'existed' in sin; thus, we do, too. And that sin, that is IN us, will sometimes 'win'; it will compel us to do things we either don't WANT to do, or wish we didn't or wouldn't do... but do. So that WHEN we DO, it is not us, but our sinful flesh, the sin 'that is IN [us]'.
In such instances, we have a 'covering', a sacrifice, One whose blood... HOLY SPIRIT (and not red hemoglobin, which is why we drink wine to symbolize it and not red hemoglobin)... can 'atone' for us, can 'wash' us and make us 'clean'. All we need do is ACKNOWLEDGE that it indeed WAS sin... and ask for forgiveness and covering. And it WILL be granted, for my Lord cleanses in SPIRIT... ALL who ask... just as he did those who sought cleansing in the FLESH... because he WANTS to!
All flesh sins, dear ones, even animals. For sin is 'disobedience', and yes, even the animals can disobey God... for yes, they, too, are in a covenant with Him. That is why ravens as well as lions are at His bidding.
So, one can commit a sin and remain haughty and convince him or her self that there is no NEED to seek forgiveness. Why would such one do so? Because they rely on THEMSELVES... that THEY are 'righteous' and have no NEED of salvation. And, so they are left in such sin and error, with no covering, for the simply reason they fail... or REFUSE... to ask for it. As my Lord say, "Because you say 'I see'... your sin... remains."
But it is the CONTRITE IN HEART that God grants forgiveness to, through Christ, for He is... "the God of the Brokenhearted".
Therefore, remember the lesson of the Pharisee and the Tax Collector, and HUMBLE yourselves before God, and HE Himself... will 'exalt' you. God does not expect us to be 'perfect' in the flesh, for the flesh is sinFUL... FULL OF SIN. However, He DOES wish us to be 'perfect' in HEART and SPIRIT, which perfection is borne out in FAITH (to see and hear that which canNOT be seen with the eyes and hears of flesh), OBEDIENCE (to His voice as He speaks to us even today, through Christ), and LOVE... even of our enemies... and which is further borne out in "Do NOT judge... and you will be NO means BE judged."
I, myself, SJ, have spoken it to you, just as I have received it from my Lord, the Son of God, JAHESHUA MISCHAJAH.