When you left the BOrg...
What things did you find hardest to do again ( or for the first time?)?
Was it celebrating the Holidays for the first time, or talking to a "worldly person"?
How long till it began to feel normal?
When Leaving - what did you find hardest to do??
by lydia 21 Replies latest jw friends
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lydia
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VioletAnai
Believe it or not: Swearing!!! I felt such guilt for so long every time I uttered the f word or the s, c, b, b, a, mf....ok, I swear like a sailor now and the conscience is dead toward that now!
I've gotta work on that!
You've been a BAD boy, go to MY room
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Beck_Melbourne
Hi Lydia
I think it was saying the 'F' word...it didn't just roll off my tongue like it does now
The other one was xmas...cos that was for 'pagans' didn't u know?!?! It took me 2 years to have xmas...and I must say it went down rather well. Another hardie was going to an apostate website...I used to feel so darn guilty...I was still a believer when I first left. Now its a whole new ball game and I don't mind taking my turn to bat
Beck
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VioletAnai
Beck: Were we separated at birth do you think? Yer post/my post: THAT'S Scary....
You've been a BAD boy, go to MY room
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Smoldering Wick
Trust Religion
Trust People
Visit a Church
Make Friends in RL
Regain Confidence
Move On/ForgetThings don't feel normal yet. It feels like I'm somewhere in the middle of being "worldly" & being a JW.
"God is a comedian playing to an audience too afraid to laugh." ~Voltaire
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Hmmm
Lose my virginity
Hmmm
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Beck_Melbourne
[email protected]'re funnier...I like that swear like a sailor one...*she says as she scratches crotch and spits out the window*
Beck
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teejay
Beck?
Violet?
You two need Jesus. May I study with you both? Uh... in Violet's room?
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Beck_Melbourne
Oh yeah that's right...the other thing I found hard the first time was the 'threesome' thing
Beck
ps...don't be late teejay...Vi's folks will be home from the meeting in 2 hrs...
pss...I hope you're good for 2 hrs!?!?!
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VioletAnai
Woo Hoo!!!!! Threesome, what porno studs dreams are made of!
I am evil Mona! I am evil Mona!
You've been a BAD boy, go to MY room