the reason is because JW-ism is closer to atheism than it is to Christianity
Funny ;) I find that a lot of atheists are closer to christianity than some 'christians'. Perhaps because while they do not accept Christ, they do reject many of the lies told about God (other than the lie that He does not exist, lol).
Why can't we be more like the Jews of John the Baptist's day that acknoledged their errors and started over again by whiping the slater clean and getting baptised in expectation of the Messiah's coming ?
We can!
We just can't make that decision for anyone else.
I searched and struggled for a spell as well. But I found peace when I entrusted myself to God, and I found peace and love in looking to Christ, and Christ alone. He is the Truth and the Image of God, after all. He's the one we are to listen TO. The people saying not to do that(like the wts and other religions who say that we must go to them for truth, mediation, life)... well, those are the ones we know are wrong.
Peace,
tammy