There is no fat lady.... and if there is I would have to go to war against them because I detest his actions, demands and teachings.
It is a long and difficult journey letting go of the bible, if the genocide, incest, slavery, sexism, racism, rape war and infanticide along with the demands for worship and blood sacrifice are not sufficient... May I respectfully suggest a book called "The lost Chritianities."
As Christpher Hitchens said " If god was real...if he was real... and he asked me to kill my son on an altar to him... I would tell him to go fuck himself and take the consequences."
Replace the word "god", "YHWH" or "adonai" with Fred and read the bible again, pretending Fred is a person. Now imagine Fred ws a human dictator of a country with the laws, commands and actions seen in the bible. Fred would be considered worse than any evil human dictator we have ever seen and I would not be seen dead on his side of the line.
How many mideonite children deserved to die because Fred wasn't happy with their way of life, despite the mideonite people having NO IDEA what Fred wanted them to do for at that time there was no written commands. Not only that as they were not Jewish, they had no possibility of being Freds friend. Bit strange.... why do you think Fred let the virgin women live?
Bit different when you take out the all powerful, nobody dare question, sky man.. isnt it.
I am allowed to be sarcastic and bitter and angry. They are normal responses to having 20 years robbed and it would be a lie to act like I was content with the religion. It is strange to NOT be angry and bitter with a cult that kills a few children by the month. The latest is a young baby girl in New Zealand who died needing blood whilst the court fought the family and HLC. I am ashamed to have had any connection to such a corporation and I will spend the rest of my life trying to make up for it by saving lives FOR REAL.
As for the mental state of someone that claims the god of the universe has come down and visited them (a miracle) and told them they are to serve as a priest and king in heaven (a concept older than christianity, jews, the bible)... I am free to believe that these people are unwell or untrue. . You can watch 9/11 footage again and again, watch 16 men that believe they are destined for heaven try to get there. There is nothing unique about thinking one is special and destined for the clouds, most of the world has been told it and think it. But then once upon a time everyone bowed to Zeus.