I don't know why, but it took me up until a few hours ago to read her story at http://www.watchtowerdocuments.com/ and it opened my eyes more than I'd have thought possible.
Having researched the real truth over the past 3 years or so, I felt my disgust was complete, but I was wrong! I used to think that Bethelites had it made, being in amongst like-minded brothers and sisters every day, but it appears their little 'spiritual paradise' is just a facade. It goes a long way to explain what I saw on a visit to London Branch to do the tour.
The depressed expressions on various faces there really puzzled me - but having come to a clearer knowledge of the teachings and the practices, I think such ones probably knew a lot more than I do, and that would more than justify their sullen demeanour.
Their reliance on WTBTS for their basic human requirements is conditional on their unwavering allegiance to the Society - something which many Bethelites the world over must be quaking at, in view of the 'downsizing' taking place.