As I think back on my life now I have come to personally experience a verse from a song: "I'd rather be sorry for something I've done that for something that I didn't do." I guess that's just a variation of the old addage: 'Its better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all'. Fear is a natural (and good) thing but I wonder how much unwarranted fear has robbed us of things that we would have truly enjoyed. How many of us have hoarded life like a miser with found gold and in the process of holding on to it have now run out of time with which to spend it? I have come to realize that a dollar well spent brings more joy than a fortune that's just sat upon. Just like the candle that must burn to fulfill its purpose we must spend what it is that is so precious to us, our lives. For like the candle that is never lit, our lives unlived shall never serve their purpose.
The Raging Sea
The world is ours for so brief a time
We rant and rave and dance and cry
And all the while the clock unwinds
Till the day it’s done and away we fly
With feet planted firmly upon the shore
I watch while sails dance on a sea of blue
Like a stone I stand, frozen at the door
I peer through the portal but won’t go through
All my life I have watched ships sail to sea
While I stood safely upon the beach
To watch other men from the land break free
And in my heart to wish it was me
What lies beyond those thrashing crests
What dangers are churned up by the angry sea?
The fears that lie anchored in my breast
Forever deny me what lies upon the endless sea
But no more shall I an audience be
To the spectacle of life that rages wild and free
And live my life in gray mediocrity
While life is there for living in the raging sea
For no more shall I simply stare and stand
Afraid of spending what I have not earned
And deny my heart of dreams and plans
Of the life for which it has yearned
For an eternity upon this lifeless sand
To merely watch others be free
And all the while to mimic being a man
is not worth a moment in life’s sea
--Frenchy
-Seen it all, done it all, can't remember most of it-