I don't think I'm more or less loving than I ever was, religion didn't make me more loving any more than it improved my ability to walk on water but it did put me in the awkward position of emotional dependency. Having been taught that god is and that Jesus died for me and all good came through them and doubt was from Satan I was stuck attributing good feelings to heaven and bad ones to hell and having to do and think everything Mormon to 'increase' heaven's blessings of good feelings. Now that I reject the very concept of Christ I get to see that good and bad are merely perceptions of current conditions made by my own mind. I get to accept bad feelings and interpret them as I want ( sometimes they are very useful!) without resorting to further 'righteous living' - like scripture reading and prayer - to try and thwart Satan.
My actual belief system is skepticism / secular humanism which should not be confused with atheism.