Musky: What you are feeling is a result of your upbringing in the WT. I know because I too was raised as a witness and was taught to believe they were always correct and if everything was not going okay, then it was invariably Satan's fault. We have to stop thinking like that. Sometimes things just happen. We have to be strong, go forward, not look back and live our lives. Try not to doubt that you did the right thing by walking away from the organization. You may need to seek confirmation from others that you are indeed on the right track. Being on this forum will help, but independent study will alo assist you. Good luck!
