@LOST,
One thing about annointedjw.org is that you can ask them questions. There is no such provision at JW.ORG. A GB member is not going to read your e-mail and respond, as the WTBT$ leaders are masters at " compartmentalization." Just read the articles and ask questions. No one has all the answers. If they claim to have all the answers, or persecute you for not believing their " ideas ", then be wary.
It's better to have questions you cannot answer, than answers you are not allowed to question. You MUST believe every thing the WT magazine says, even if it were to change next week to a previous point of view. You cannot be in " good standing " as a JW if you have ANY private views. An Elder told me " When the GB say to jump, you say how high, while still in the air!" Sounds like a teaching of Christ Jesus to me...