by minimus 22 Replies latest jw friends
You know, the type that looked like a model Witness but at home you were not the best example o your family?
Or maybe you accepted from the Faithful Slave that oral sex was bad, but you did it secretly---same with masturbation.
Or perhaps you put in some wonderful hours and placements on that report slip, knowing you might have exaggerated just a bit.
So, were you one who practiced what you preached?
Well back in the 60s before smoking was a DFing offense we use to get together after Service on Saturdays and before a weekly intra congregation Football games at the local Junior High School and smoke a few cigars.
I preached the end was near and lived that way.
I was a goody-two-shoes. Until I wasn't. 
I knew some elders that would smoke cigars----but never cigarettes.
I followed the rules as well as i could. After decades of that, i realized they didn't work and apostacy infected me.
S
Satanus, you have a way with words.
Yes, I was very sneaky. But I always felt bad and ashamed of it. But now the guilt is gone. Now I feel sad for anyone stuck inside with all the guilt the WTBTS puts on them.
Drunk a lot.
Huffed gas 2 times as a teen.
Cussed a lot since I can remember.
Ate 2 pot cookies.
Toward the end, I turned in time I didn't have for service.
Most of my dub years comprised my teenage years.
I wasn't sneaky -- just a bored, embarrassed, and reluctant braindead dub teenager.
I followed it to the letter in my day to day life and personal conduct, except for going to university and having a brain.
