first post, been lurking for a bit. I have been seeing problems in the Org for a couple of years now and could not come up with any answers. Recently i researched the topics of mediator and new covenant and thats when the sh8t hit the fan. Wife found out and called the elders, after them not being able to answer or show me how i was wrong i sent a letter in to headquarters. Next big mistake while resurching the blood doctrine i thought that maybe we were wrong on that, and brought the scriptures to my wife, hoping that she would aleast maybe understand why now i question the valididty of the doctrine and did not want kids at risk until i new more. More elders, after meeting with them and them coming back in a week after doing research, thier going to be looking for a desicion by me as wether im in or out of the org. Mean time wifes thinking of moving out and taking the kids using some spiritual endangerment clause thing.
I'm not prepered for this, not even sure if i want to leave yet, i'm hoping for a way to if i leave to enlighten and yet still instill in my children godly morals and practices. Every thing is happening to fast and if wife goes it maybe very hard to even talk with the children. Please advise how to un wind this mess utill i'm better prepared??? Sorry for the bad spelling.