Cofty: Lars - Get therapy.
Yes. I wish it were that easy. The scroll I eat is sweet to the taste, but bitter to the stomach. So many wonderful blessings for so many, including the chance to live again when life is cut short at a young age due to senselessness. But still, so many will turn away from God's gift and lose out on eternal life.
I'm not crazy. This is real. Me getting therapy is not going to help YOU.