This sounds like the cat lick church they bash so much. And not the modern, watered-down version, either--the version that had exclusive control of its flock during the Dark Ages. No education. No fulfillment. No material prosperity. Sex is highly regulated. No learning to differentiate one being from another--you have the same feeling toward everyone. No freedom to communicate. Just like the cat lick church was during the Inquisition. Just like the cat lick church under the Law of St Benedict is to this very day--endless stupid reading based on the LIE-ble and/or publications of dogma.
Once you start looking outside the source, you explode the myths created by dogma. The earth is not flat. The earth was not created in 6 days, or 50,000 years. The sun does not revolve around the earth. Once you bust a few myths, you bust others--including the whole concept of Jesus saving anything except joke-hova's ability to enslave the world. The whole myth of Satan being evil is shattered in a million pieces, once you start looking beyond the dogma. As is the whole joke-hova being anything but a rotten tyrant out to enslave us. And the whole thing comes down.
Instead, look at the total cost and benefit. Be realistic, not biased by religious dogma. You can get a good education simply by researching things online, again busting myths and learning to reach your own conclusions. You might be able to attend college--bear in mind that the Rockefeller scum own the whole education system from pre-school all the way up, and you need to do research outside that system as well in order to maximize your ability to think yourself. But, "just because time is running short to do more for us" is never good enough.