As I have said many times, I did not really study JW teachings in depth until I went to prison.
I had a period from 1959 to 1967 when I---sort of----could explain things to a shallow depth. And that was about all.
Once I entered that profound place in my head (while in Federal Prison) when everything got SERIOUS.....I entered a secret room, so to speak, where
all the mysteries were hidden!
Upon leaving prison (I was on parole 4 years!) I discovered something that startled me back at my old Kingdom Hall.
Hardly any other JW really put any time into the "deep" things!
More or less--the doctrines were memorized as separate pieces of information to be used at the door to door work.
For those who did not memorize you had these little onion skin booklets (like Make Sure of All Things) you attached to the back of your bible.
It was a "cheat sheet". You could instantly cross-reference scriptures and spout rebuttals in a debate.
My EPIPHANY was a shock. I had always assumed everybody EXCEPT me knew more!
But, no. Deep research was the exception and not the rule among the brothers and sisters.
Every congregation had one or two very sharp and knowledgeable souls who really knew their shit. (Yes, it was shit.)
But, otherwise, unless somebody was a long time veteran the depth of awareness sloped off.
I think it was UNSAFE to know too many "old teachings" because it interfered with cognitive dissonance!
The deeper you studied the old publication the more radical the changes seemed and the more crackpot the former beliefs!
HOW IGNORANT can you be these days?
The few conversations I've had with JW's at the door or out in public (they had no idea I am apostate) makes me think the awareness
of basic older teachings or history of the Watchtower Society is minimal or none at all.
Is this a new standard?
Or is it the same old thing?
After leaving prison I determined I would become (don't laugh) an EXPERT JW! I had read and studied and researched all the way back to pre-Russell times and came forward through the decades slowly. I had a wonderful memory. I could quote those publications and show the pages in the older books to surprised doubters. I wasn't subversive at all--I was just--well, informed.
Wouldn't the average JW today be very very surprised and frightened if they were to have a deeper awareness of the history of JW teachings??