I was hired to interpret for a Church event in a neighboring town last night. I did have a brief moment of thinking Demon's would be jumping out to get me as I walked through the front doors of the Church, hahahaha, not really, but it did feel awkward at first and I stuck very close to the other interpreter who asked me to help her. I was definitely out of my comfort zone.
Anyway last night I met James Walker from the Watchmen Fellowship. Very nice man! After his talk was finished I ended up talking to him for a good hour. I told him I was an ex-JW, and his eyes lit up! I can't say everything we talked about because it was a lot, but he wanted me to contact him about possibly doing some talks/activism relating to JW's. Which is something I wanted to do anyways, so I might have my connection now to get my foot in the door. The other interpreter I was with actually knows my story about leaving and knows what a hard time I've been having....and she has always been telling me that God has a plan....so when we were driving back home she told me..."I think God's plan is becoming clearer now for you. Maybe God wants you to help JW and ex-JW's"
It was funny though because at first he was trying to "help" me by explaining some of the basic things wrong with WTBT$ and several times when he was talking I would interrupt his sentence and finish it. I told him many times "I know! I know everything about WTBT$" I don't think he has ever met anyone who has been out of WTB$ for such a short time that has a good grip on reality. He asked if I was df'ed and I told him no and he was very nice in explaining how my family will shun me...etc. I started laughing and said....."it already happened. When they found out I was inactive they all pushed me out and called me an apostate...so at this point MR. Walker, I have nothing to lose. They all think I'm an apostate, so what if I start traveling to do talks about JW's if they find out. What will change? They already don't talk to me."
It was interesting and I hope things work out so I can help people. Really even though I lost my family, if I can help someone else's family or just help someone else...I would be happy. That is the bigger picture in my mind. That is really the only reason I come on JWn, to help those who are struggling with leaving or trying to leave, and also when I'm going through a hard time so I can get some help from all of you It would be great if I can do something on a larger scale now.
Thanks for reading!
Gojira