*lost* - It's too expensive to live here now-a-days. Especially as it's only me getting any real money to support me and my 2 sons. Benefits are of little or no use as I'm working.
No. Never lived abroad but I have invented my own ideal place in my head........a bit like 'Ambrosia' in Billy Liar.
Seraphim - I had belief once I left the watchtower scam. However, on thinking about the real issues in life and receiving no help from a higher power in my darkest need, I no longer believe in god or Jesus.