Was reflecting on the instructions that are given pretty regularly to make the truth your own, prove it to ourselves, and address any doubts we might have. WHY would JWs get this advice when the result of any honest search would lead one to exactly where most of us here are? I can think of two answers.
First, it's somewhat like being on a tour at a public attraction. When you are looking at a pool of sharks and the guide says, anyone want a swim? Everyone chuckles. Some laugh too loudly and think its truly funny, some just chuckle falsely as they are supposed too in order to play along. But no one jumps in. I think it's kind of like that situation for all the people that Bethel actually WANTS to keep in the hive. They know almost all of the rank and file will ignore the offer to check it all out. Most are too busy to even read their magazines on time, let alone to read the bible daily. They don't have time to study and research any doctrinal issues or doubts. Plus, the doctrinal messes and prophecies are confusing. They don't make much sense unless you are drinking lots of kool-aid. With the chance of appearing mentally diseased and being shunned looming most wouldn't bother with researching. Some because they are actually afraid of even looking. Others because they are lazy.
Second, I think bethel knows that anyone with critical thinking would see straight through the large holes in many of the beliefs. But, they planned it that way. They don't want you on board if you ask questions. They want you out and shunned to stop the bleeding. Proving the truth only works for the die hards, and gets rid of the weak. If you are a sit down and shut up type along for the ride then they are okay with that. So encouraging people to check it out works just like the quote mining and dishonest references. It just provides a fake layer of proof that they are okay with you looking into. Because if you can see it for what it is, they want you to. They want you to see it and leave so that you can be labeled an apostate and shunned. Much better than having weak doubters asking questions all the time.