I can't decide if it is based on jealousy, class or The Watchtower. That shameful cult turned the word ambition into a dirty word. It made the idea of self reliance and self worth a tainted thing. Reasoning by one's own mind is dangerous according to them, yet to me now, that is the most dangerous belief they have ! The WT society shot down anyone with qualifications and authority as "nobles" that could not be trusted, apart from their self appointed positions of course, which are to never be questioned.
It sought to blacken anyone that wanted to develop as a human being into someone hungry to make money out of an evil world, whish is supposedly sinking like a ship. The irony being of course, that they have so many dirty little finges in so many dirty little pies, right in the middle of that evil world. Stocks, shares and property, advisors and market analysts, wrenching out dollars for WT out of this 'evil' world also.
Every analogy, every ounce of description and emotive metaphor is negative and tarnished when discussing ambition, growth, development, pursuit of happiness and dreams, in the pages of the Watchtower. I can't help but think WT has made such activity as higher education and career pursuit, selfish and a snobbish prospect.
I have just sat the worst exams of my life and the pleasure of having got through them is euphoric itself, knowing that only the people that sat them with me will ever understand what it took to take them. The pleasure of finishing them and feeling the relief of having not cracked under their weight. The pleasure of waking up the next day after 9 and a half months preperation and taking a walk that feels more enjoyable and care free than any walk any human being has ever taken.... Looking inside onself and getting a little sentimental, a little emotional, due to the achievment and success of working harder than you believed a human could work. Testing your metal to the last degree and coming through the other side. That is the reward of ambition. It is very personal, it treads on nobody, it looks down on nobody, it just makes us look up....
Snare