yes the title of my first post was a little negative " shatterd faith" and the truth is i dont feel like that at all.
Its wonderful being in a state of not knowing as it makes hope possible. And what i now learn i will learn from within and also enjoy doubt.
So why do i call this post " i am free"? because i will no longer allow a tiny few control the direction of my life. ( be it the G.B or obident elders or friends with a different viewpoint)
So i feal no guilt and have no resentment that would be ridiculouse " for my freedoom is from all those that seeked to manipulate my mind, be it intentionally or not.
So what is the alternative. " i love you Mike" and i am glad to have found your freemind. I think we ate going to get along fine together.