Greetings, and wow! Did I enter this forum with a biggie. I've been lurking for quite awhile - with some threads, laughing to tears, and others, reliving those years.
This has it's beginning in my childhood which was nothing but abuse. I buried it, and when it began to surface, I began to cut myself, a self-mutilator of which I am now in recovery. Among other things going on (too much to mention), the brothers decided I was possessed because of this behaviour. I was councelled against getting worldly therapy, and instead, they cooked up an exorcism. 'All' (rings, baby pics of my children, clothes) of my possessions and those of my children were destroyed and several times I was held down by up to 8 brothers at a time while they pushed my 'buttons' and chanted scriptures. (It doesn't take a rocket scientist to realize what that triggered) Twice I was rushed to the hospital with two elders in tow (so THEY could give their own version of what happened).
As I have said, I've been lurking here for sometime and realize that the interrogations/following/shunning/rumors etc. seem to have been par for the course for being in the 'truth'.
Hugs to all for the pain and struggles each of you have endured and are enduring. I've been out for a decade. They still haunt me.
For all the posts, I haven't read anything regarding JW exorcisms. Did I just have the misfortune to live in an area where the elders decided to be creative?
Btw, I ended up 'silent', no speech, and was admitted to the hospital where I received real help, which was a calalyst to my knowing I had to get out. They booted me first - oh well.
One breath at a time,
(Mim)illy