I read the Bible entirely and I study in the past with jw, but I have many questions and doubts about god. (sorry for my english)
Is god a god of love? In Judges chapter 20, I found that Benjamin tribe protect to criminal men. Then the rest of Israel go to do justice and request the help of god, but god after left that 40000 man of israel tribe died (int two lost), he says "now I will give the victory"?
why god not give the victory inmediately and save 40000 innocently lifes that want justice?