Jesus.
The real Jesus.
Not the Watchtower version - a Jesus who appoints human mediators, and does not want to deal directly with those following him.
How did I find him?
As a WBTS loyalist I scrounged endlessly in the Watchtower library for every morsel and fragment I could find of the map known as the "unabridged gospel" or "full Good News".
In time it became clear that the WBTS was actually hiding this map from their followers.
Only once the lights had been switched on was I willing and able to fully contemplate and appreciate Watchtower darkness, deviance and dysfunction.
Of course it is great to compare notes with others which often helps one to crytalise and express ones thinking.
I have enjoyed JWN, JWFacts, JWstruggle and Ray Franz.
I have probably unknowingly benefitted from the many moderating hidden morsels, fragments and gems Ray Franz (and others like him) left behind in the Watchtower library.
Ray's books are a challenge to read from cover to cover, but he had a remarkable way with words and reasoning. I doubt if anyone has ever been able to read both his books cover to cover and still remain blind to TATT.