SFPW,
By imagining yourself as part of something bigger than yourself, you in effect see the horses and chariots. That called, insight. That's called faith. When we think individually, or selfishly, we tend to see things in a skewed manner. All we see is ourselves, instead of seeing ourselves along with our brother and sisters. The worst part is we end up losing sight of Jehovah being our refuge. I hope all of you come to your spiritual senses.
I must say your sincerity is touching. But your definition of insight needs a little work. The imaginary world that you claim to be 'insight' seems out of touch with reality. In less nicer terms we call these delusions. Delusions or seeing phantoms, ghosts, imaginary gods, angels or whatever seems to be hard wired into us they are called Tulpas:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tulpa
Tulpa (Tibetan: སྤྲུལ་པ , Wylie: sprul-pa; Sanskrit: निर्मित nirmita [1] and निर्माण nirmāṇa ; [2] "to build" or "to construct") also translated as "magical emanation", [3] "conjured thing" [4] and "phantom" [5] is a concept in mysticism of a being or object which is created through sheer spiritual or mental discipline alone. It is defined in Indian Buddhist texts as any unreal, illusory or mind created apparition. According to Alexandra David-Néel, tulpas are "magic formations generated by a powerful concentration of thought." It is a materialized thought that has taken physical form and is usually regarded as synonymous to a thoughtform. [6]
