First I made love to my wife, maybe I'm better in bed then I thought, because about an hour after that my wife comes back in and I'm sitting at my desk and I asked Her, "when the elders DF me are you going to leave me, spiritual endangerment and all" She said, NO, I don't feel endangered and we talked awhile and I talked about DA ing and not sure what to do, then I shared with her a toned down version of the DA letter that I posted and that led to her asking about my beliefs and understandings of who the Great Crowd and 144K, heaven and earthly hopes. I was even able to tell her how they changed or distorted the meaning of the word Naos to show the great crowd not in heaven. I was able to show her some of the scriptures from the DA letter, able to tell her a little about 1914 and how Jesus did'nt invisably come in a presence, showing her scriptures on that and some more TTATT. She said she could'nt believe how much zeal I had when i was leaving Jehovah's ORG meaning how much bible study etc I was doing.
We talked about how I feel a closer connection now that the dogma of anothers understanding is gone and i can see the bible and my relationship in a fresh new light.
Im at a loss for words, earlier I was on the phone with a former elder and he was advising me on what to do as for DAing or JCing and he was telling me all the things the elders may say after I'm labeled an apostate and how they may come and tell her that if she want to leave me she can. The stress and now Im so HAPPY!!!!!!!!