NOW WHAT ? - Welcome to the board. JW's aren't idiots- just mind controlled to beconditioned to listen to everything coming from WT leaders as the " gospel truth " - and it's not, not at all. They are being duped by WT leaders , deceived for WT leaders own designs and purposes.
In the 1970's I too was a JW then who was told I'd be so " blessed " allegedly - because I'd never have to raise up children in the " old system of things " . Well here I am in 2013, almost 2014 at 54 years of age with 3 adult children in their mid to late 20's . It's a good thing I exited the Witnesses 10 years ago or I'd have wasted my whole life on a pipedream. Ridiculous. I'm glad your mind is open to these things. Now you may want to consider another life hobby other than being a JW. Just a thought