Words can't express how genuinly impressed I am by your warm welcoming. Your kind words have thouched my heart. Also, I need to thank many of you for the great pieces of advice you gave me. I also loved all the jokes you made. I wish I could answer to each and every one of you but you are so many and I don't want to spam this forum.
The funny thing about my situation is that despite my mom being an uber duber j dub since the early 70's, she now regrets not getting an education because everyone told her the big A was coming soon. She supports me fully to get a higher education because of the hard life she had after stoping from pioneering. My father really doesn't care, he's ok with it either way. Nevertheless, the CO kinda pressures me to enroll to Bethel and give up college. Of course I won't do that, but I want to refuse him gently so he won't make a big deal out of it.
I think the WT must have like a team of psychologists, specialized in mind control, that gives them advice now how to keep the sheep meek. The CO himself he's happy at least I'm not studying psychology or philosophy because those areas of study don't go well with being a JW (he's right, they make you to harder subject for mind control). About the elder assigning me to read, it's because we live in a very small town where most JW's are so uneducated that they can barely read fluently, and that's why I read every single Sunday. Thanks for listening to my story, it's therapeutic to have a place where you can write what goes through your mind. Thank you all !
