It's just so hard to grasp when all this was over lies and schemes. Now in a split hair of a second it's all gone. No family and no friends. It's nice when you can dream of those moments with your loved ones for it's so real that you never want to wake up from those moments that have been snatched from you in real life. This time of the year is the hardest for it makes you think of a family you don't have or can't have.
I was talking to a nurse today who took what I'm going through personally.( I broke down and cried right infront of the whole staff) She said her uncle wouldn't even come to see her dying mother nor go to her funeral for the funeral was in a church. She said he didn't even go to his own mothers funeral. She said she has cousins that don't want to know her and all because she's not one of them. He told her if she became a witness that everything would be different. WTF???
You can see what this org is coming to. This sisters husband was df'd three years ago, moved to our hall and married this sister who is favored.They had our fill-in circuit elder stand in their wedding two years ago.(LABELLICKED) The elders made him an ms and now a year later he is an elder. He lied twice up at the assembly right on stage and my husband went to our fill in circuit elder and the elder's reply was yeah I know it was a little lie but 99 percent of the people there wouldn't know he was lying. WTF????? And this sister before she got married was dating two guys(relatives) plus her old worldly boyfriend along with this schmuk and all at the same time. This schmuk broke off his engagement to another sister(with a kid) in another hall after he was dating this witch. He's twenty-four and she's twenty-six with a kid that was a mistake, so she tells everyone.
It felt good to get it off my chest but I have a couple of more stops and then I'm done. I've already gone to the police two weeks ago and a week later this guy gets df'd. Now on to my next assignment and then I'm done. There's more than one way to skin a cat. Don't ask me why I can't just move on, please. This is my way of moving on and to be done with it once and for all time. I DID ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WRONG to warrant me losing everything while not even being df'd YET! We all have ways to heal. I'll post my next assignment when all has been accomplished and for the grand finale there's a young man who is seventeen that is being studied with and before he gets in too deep, I want to help his parents get him free. They are devestated for our elders daughter got pregnant by this young man and they are using the child to get this kid to come to the meetings and to learn the religion. The guy that was just made an elder is the one that was assigned to this young man so this poor kid really makes this idiot elder look great in the eyes of the co.
This religion is wicked my friends and it's our responsibility to save lives where we can. I feel we are saving lives everytime we can talk ones out of joining this cult. I now know why Mouthy had to do what she did as well as Barbara Anderson and others. Especially those with kids and the sacrifices they made because they stood firm in their convictions. God bless you all!
Love LL
