Thing is Phizzy... I actually do not have too many problems leaving the religion behind mentally (although the past one and a half years have been a rollercoasterride)... but this is one of those corethings that is the hardest to annihilate...
Too be honest... I could not care less about the end of the world or whatever. If it comes it comes and there is no shit I can do about it other then hoping I was likeable to some that survive :P