When you come to a forum and talk to apostates, thats what you are going to see and hear reniaa, I probably can speak for lots of folks that post here, in real life, our goals are not hellbent on getting JW's out of the organization. We lead lives, work, take care of our families, socialize, pay the bills, but here, yes our main concentration is to help others see things about the WT organization that would not be told while in the organization.
The most genuine thing I have seen you post was the other day when you said you were weary. I really feel for you, as your fight, struggle, whatever it is, seems to be sucking the life right out of you. Either way you decide to live, I wish you the best.
purps