As I grew up in the religion, I was a 10. I wanted to be made a "servant" because that was instilled in me from infancy. I diligently studied ever piece of Watchtower literature and defended my religion intensely.
When I got into my 30's, I started to see little cracks in the Watchtower's surface but decided to "wait on Jehovah". Then I started to research a little more critically and realized I couldn't defend the prophecies, the treatment of people and the hypocrisy that was becoming more obvious, that especially an elder can see.
It was a gradual thing---from a 10 to a ZERO!
What about you??