no reply function on your other thread space madness so I've brought you op over here to reply to you
A little background, I faded in 2007 and have been out ever since. I started studying at 18 and have no JW realitives. I'm returing because my life is heading in the wrong direction. I was a much better person as a witness. Although I no longer believe in the Bible, the atmosphere and positive association will help me become the person I use to be. My life is all negative now and I need something positive to balance it out. My time as a JW was the only time in my life when I had friends and was genuinely happy.
There is nothing wrong with going back for social resons if thats what makes you happy but keep up with your studies. I often go to meetings for the same reason.
atheism can take you to a bad place and if that is what has happened please be aware that it is one of many places and you can choose which place you want to be.