by thedog1 13 Replies latest watchtower beliefs
BU2B, it is all very cultish. Cults reinforce the need for ritualistic behaviour. The CO is promoting all these rituals as a way to keep members in the cult, and to guilt them into doing more for the cult.
I can tell you have had enough, are you getting ill yourself?
All the best Kate xx
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Exactly BU2B. I'm sure I have mental/emotional problems from all this. I go back and forth from anger to regret to calling myself names for not being more proactive about getting out. Sometimes i lay there at night telling myself how f*ed up I am. Then beat myself up mentally for beating myself up mentally. Last night I woke up in a rage over nothing and just layed there at 3:00am listening to Pink Floyd's "Wish You Were Here" album to calm me down. Still didn't sleep good, but I calmed down.
^^^ You're not alone bro's..
