Hilda, if the watchtower is the 'truth' why do they teach so many lies?
You sound like you belive the watchtower is 'truth' because they told you so.
Have you ever done any outside-independent research to verify their claim of 'truths'? Or you just took their word for it?
Why is it they don't want you to read anything critical of the watchtower? Can you not defend your faith?
Hilda, you have been decieved by a clever organization that took 15 years away from my life. How many years will you let it get from you?
Some thoughts...
Why do they teach Jerusalem was destroyed in 607BCE when it wasn't?
Why did they teach aluminum was poisonous when it was not?
Why did they teach organ transplants were a sin when it was not?
Why did they teach the 1914 generation when it was wrong?
Why do they false prophesy of 1914, 1925, 1975, and 2000?
How can you claim to have the 'truth' if someone says so but you never checked them out? They don't want you to check them out - because they know you will discover they are wrong.
Do yourself a favor and do some honest INDEPENDENT research into the watchtower. You will be scared because your not supposed to do this.. do it any way because your freedom depends on it.