Joyful made me remember 1990. I also was scared and thought this could be it, the big A. By the mid 90's I was mentally free.
One time around 1978, I was sleeping in bed when water on my face woke me up. I was about five or six feet from the open window but it was raining so hard that it was raining on ME....The rain was raining sideways straight to my bed.
I got up, ran downstairs and opened the front door. The sky was a strange green color, bright green. I have never seen anything like it.
It took all of my strength to get the door closed. It was sooo scary. I thought for sure this is it. It has come .The big A is here.
Then it just seemed like I thought "oh well" because I did not feel panic or anything. I just sat down on the couch waiting, after all what could I do?
I do remember when it passed I was happy I could live another day, month, year ? The sad life of an unworthy ,confused ,24 year old born-in.
CultBegone, I can imagine 9/11 would have been an almost for sure lead into the big A for people still mentally in.
A JW I knew that wanted to have a baby decided to wait until the new system. All because of 9/11. Her bio clock would be just about run out now.I hope she changed her mind before it was to late.
Sherry